Thursday, February 05, 2009

Lelaki, perempuan dan jantan

“Aku tak perlukan jantan untuk cipta kebahagiaan.” Selamba. Menusuk dan keras bunyinya. Itu kata seorang teman. Wanita. Yang mungkin telah banyak kali terluka. Aku angguk mengiyakan. Nyata sekali kalau ‘jantan’ yang dia maksudkan, aku juga tak bekeinginan. Dari dipermainkan, diperkotak-katikkan, lebih baik hidup sendirian

Aku telah sangat lama tidak mengarang. Menulis maksudku. Kebelakangan ini, mindaku terlalu kusut. Serabut. Banyak kisah2 yang lewat dalam hidup aku biarkan berlalu tanpa dipenakan, diceriterakan. Lalu kini, saat terfikirkan ungkapan teman itu yang begitu tajam menusuk, aku bangun dari pembaringan, gagah membuka laptop dan menaip entri ini walaupun di tengah malam bulan terang. Di atas katil bujang

“Lelaki selalu nak jadi yang pertama.” Aku kerut kening. Kurang faham. Dan rakan di depan mata memberikan penerangan. Lebih lanjut. Katanya; - Lelaki suka jika mereka jadi yang pertama dalam hidup wanita. Yang pertama dicinta, yang pertama meyentuh kulitnya, yang pertama membelai rambutnya, yang pertama menyeka tangisnya, dan yang pertama juga melukakan hatinya!

Oh! Aku beliak mata. Cuba mencerna dalam2. Ya, ada benarnya

Dan kalau perempuan? tanyaku. “Perempuan tak peduli jadi yang pertama, kedua, ketiga; yang penting dia jadi yang akhir.” Aku beliak mata juga. Tak berapa nak tangkap. Dan rakan di depan menjawab mudah, - Perempuan tidak kisah jika lelaki itu tidak menjadi miliknya yang pertama. Tak penting jika bukan dia yang pertama merangkul lelaki tersebut, asalkan dia jadi yang terakhir dirangkul lelaki tersebut. Biarlah wajahnya menjadi wajah terakhir direnung lelaki tersayang, rambutnya rambut terakhir dibelai suami pujaan dan air matanya air mata terakhir diseka suami idaman. Tidak boleh ada lagi yang seterusnya selepas dia

Dan itu perempuan?

"Ya!" Yakin. Mengangguk deras. Aku senyum. Mungkin ada benarnya

Kalau jantan pula? Tanyaku

Jantan tak fikir orang lain, sayang. Jantan tak kira yang pertama atau terakhir mahupun yang tengah2. Mereka datang di celah2 kehidupan dan kebahagiaan orang lain. Datang bawa impian dan pergi tinggalkan kelukaan. Hidup untuk sekarang dan hari ini. Hari esok kita cerita lepas terbit matahari. Kalau hilang selera, cari lah lain pengganti!

Ok aww.. begitu sekali? Aku beliak mata. Geleng tak percaya. Dahsyat. Kalau dah tahu jantan, mengapa diturutkan? Sambungku heran

Jantan macam ruam. Makin gatal, makin garu, makin mengancam!

Ohhhh….. Lalu mungkin kita banyak jantan di muka bumi ini berbanding lelaki?

Dia di hadapan mnjeling - Itu sudah pasti!



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Ww: ingat pesan Tuhan, perempuan yang baik, untuk lelaki yang baik!

19 comments:

Anonymous said...

betul,betul,betul! (upin&ipin)
lelaki mmg inginkn yg pertama memiliki (mereka akan berasa bangga!) manakala perempuan mahukan dia yg terakhir..yg haru bila lelaki dapat menjadi org pertama memiliki kepada '4 orang wanita'!

p/s:bagusnya klu dpt mghayati penulisan ttg lelaki,wanita&poligami dr cik hartini..

-masyit23-

peace said...

dunia..dunia..macam-macam kerenah

Hartini Omar said...

masyit,
-memang la betul, dah ideanya pun dari kau kan..

ada satu lagi nanti.. coming soon

ustazah,
-ha, betul3x. itulah dunia dan isinya

Nafastari said...
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Nafastari said...

Your friend might be true in a way but I think this's quite generalized. Not many women like to be the last, in fact many want to be the first too. She potrays lelaki as if there is no more good man on earth, I think is quite emotional and may be unfair as well. Now I remember what my friend (a girl) told me, "semua lelaki baik samada dah kahwin, dah mati awal atau dah jadi gay. Jadi tak ada lagi yg tinggal untuk saya!"

Hartini Omar said...

ahmad,
-saya setuju dengan pengakuan rakanmu itu. ya, seakan tiada apa2 dan siapa2 lagi yang tinggal untuk saya. semoga Tuhan mengasihani dan menyimpan seorang yang benar2 ikhlas untuk saya sayangi

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